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The Complex Emotional Journey of a Born Nephilim Vampire: My Story as Terra Henig


Being a born nephilim vampire is no ordinary existence. My father, an angel involved in the original vampirism, and my mother, an Amazonian turned into a vampire while pregnant with me, made sure of that. This extraordinary blend of supernatural elements has left me with a myriad of complex emotions.

One might think that immortality and supernatural powers come with a sense of belonging, but my case is quite the opposite. I was born into this world, unlike the majority of vampires I encounter who were sired. The time difference of thousands of years only adds to the complexity. You see, my mother time-traveled to this age, where all the vampires I know have already been sired.

This unique background has led to a perpetual feeling of isolation. I often question my origins, my purpose, and the choices my parents made. It's a journey that's laden with identity confusion, as I grapple with hiding the fact that I was born rather than sired.

Interacting with other supernatural beings is a delicate balance. I'm always cautious not to reveal the truth about my birth, as it could lead to unwanted attention or even danger. At times, I can't help but feel a sense of curiosity and empathy toward other vampires, even though our experiences and timelines are worlds apart.

My story is one of secrecy, self-discovery, and navigating the complexities of a world where I must hide my true nature from those who might not understand. It's a journey that I'm still uncovering, and I look forward to sharing more of my experiences on this blog.

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